I'm finishing this year by writing, celebrating and reflecting on what was good, bad and indifferent about the last decade.
I want to off-load the bad stuff I'm still hauling around and leave it here, at the end of 2010.
This is an experimental blog post that I am going to write over the next few hours- it might end up being several posts. It might make little sense, will definitely be self-indulgent and influenced by alcohol, and there is a chance that I will read it back tomoorow and delete it.
A little step into the unknown then, a tiny riskette...
*now soaking a sugar cube in angosturas bitters in preparation for making a champagne cocktail*
Of course I may give up on all of this nonsense sooner rather than later as I am typing with one hand after sustaining a broken left wrist a couple of days ago.
*the champagne cocktail is lovely, if not quite cold enough*
The difference between ages 30 and 40 is greater than the difference between ages 20 and 30.
Everything becomes settled and fixed....and if it is not for you, then it feels as if you are swimming in a different current to others...close to the edge- well someone has to be.
I think that I have always feigned not caring what people think, or maybe I was very self-centred and un-self-aware.
Now I feel old enough to grow old-er disgracefully- I was kidding myself there would be another way, and punishing myself when I didn't fit into the 'square' hole... time to let go of that.
It's not easy being green- but it's a damed sight easier than trying to be something I'm not.
Here endeth the first ramble...